How Stupid I'am ?!

I felt I was not me. Imperceptibly all managed mengubahku.entah because of outside influences or I'm too stupid carried away and fail to choose which one should I apply in the face of whatever anyone. I felt this was wrong but I could not get out of the fetters. busy blaming others without tears how with myself. Concerned with the personal ego pleases without caring for the actual uprising be the answer of all attitudes so far. Self neglect are on the wrong answer for everything and retaining the hardness of heart to always feel to be the most correct.
You know what the most stupid thing in the world? that is when you know and really know your mistakes but you ignore it and still feel to be the most correct.